praying...

WORRY AND STRESS SAGA... that would be the pefect phrase to describe my sort of like stirred up feelings. Self conflicts, internal stress, and the list goes. Will I Ever be granted the scholarship?? Who knows? Still, I will have to enter matrix. Damm! two years in prison actually summoned me to another year of it! just like life sentence!!! hm... Days had been quite well, except that worry part. Still, I have to go on living

Made a call to my teacher just now. She told me only 1000 out of 3000 will be accepted. That's a big ratio! Sick! Will i ever get it? ai.....

Meanwhile, I could just pray.....