Jason, Nad, Should i be happy or sad?

Two wonderful senior that i had throughout my two semester here in this world of its own-kmb. Knowing both of them is a great pleasure for me. Jason brought me closer to God, Nad revealed to me the ability and strength of one's own opinion. Seeing them journey through the departure gate hurts. Thinking back, time really flies. A year ago, i was still will at full enthusiasm to know what IB is all about. Jason, with his handsome yet friendly smile welcome each and everyone of us. he talked to out parents, convinced us, and assured us that kmb is not a jail afterall. He was the link between us and the admin. He is the bridge that brought us across the deep river of faith... Father Michael will ask of him, the GFK choir will sing of his memory... Nad, the one I passed through frequently with a sweet smile. The first time i talked to her is in library, wher i first know her name. And she was the one that lend a hand to me when i arrived 7 am in KL... I am so thankful to her...Her absence in skull is such a great thud to me...Again, EMPTINESS!!!Now, knowing that i am half way through my destination, the minutes as i walked through the memory lanes, i can vividly recall their laughters and voices. The mundane faces that i hav seen and considered seemed to be more important than ever. They have patched my heart walls. Now that their leaving, the hole enlarge and we got further away from each other.

A "goodbye" and "all the best" is all. Handshakes and hug add-on. It's not sufficient at all! My eyes is sure to flood from time to time. Their caption adore my wallpaper. Each time I log on, I see them... Not physically but the emptiness is there... They crossed my heart. It may not be deep but it's a once in a life time experience. They walked with me, one way or another, how could I accept it?

When will we meet again? December? Isn't it a little bit too late for us? We would be at our respective destination by that time.. Anyway, i do hope one of them would be here during their uni talk in kmb. They are leaving, when will the 10 months end?

Nad and Jason, i pray that u both will have a good life there... All the best. Have a blessed life there! Really miss u 2...