As I wait by the mailbox each day....

The mail delivery officer arrived early, a smiley face appeared and I could observe he inserted a white envelope into my mailbox. With great anxiety, I rushed to it at once. My dreams shattered as I realized that it's mere payment bills. Went online to check my mail. Again, it showed no sign of their offers. The worries run through my thoughts all the time. When will these trauma saga end?