Serially depressed

One after another,
list after list,
disappointment after disappointment.
I'm sort of down with two....

Status unchanged,
but chances deprived,
How should I express?
How would you know?
How would you understand?
How can you judge?

Grades is all?
But what about interpersonal?
Grades based first impulse?

Moody, depression, lost;
What's next?