a bright approach or mundane platform?

wheew..... a week passed... leavin on 12.30 flight 2molo.... hm.. homework almost done... study almost complete... did i actually make a good use of this holiday? lets take a step back, computer almost 24/7.. well.. considering i m stuck there with damm slow internet, guess i must have overdo certain stuffs...
next, got simon's mount tinggy done, ok kept my prom... goin 2 get some snacks next...
went 2 someone's wed yesterday... not bad, least i met some of my so called "relatives". wut else? oh ya, i din got my cds done... wut 2 do? guess i ill just have to buy a new cd...

well actually b4 i return, i was craving for prawns and fishes. weird though my appetite just doesn't do its part when i am facing with this food... ha.... guess d mara college must have remould my digestive system...

now that i m goin back.. lets just hope for the best. when will be the next time i go online?? ha.... we'll c.... lets just hope it's a bright approach...

home sweet home...

finally... touch down 12 hrs ago... ha.. I smelled prawns.... guess wut??? mom made blackforest cake 4 me... haha!!! how nice.... HOME SWEET HOME.... lalalalalla... dunno wut 2 blog... but least, homework is calling. Not quite sure which measuring unit to use but i am pretty sure that tera is not enough...
met nicholas pang... one of the whiz kid... hm... not bad, least i knew there are some ppl who share the same interest as me... good sign? or just bare a normal day ahead? it's just hard to say.... by all means, got to go 4 dinner...yum yum.. seafooooooooooooodddddddddsssss

i'd like some of these...

home....

phew.. last day ed... what shall i head for next?? seafoods?? nice foods? or just foods? hm...having a free period now......glad so coz it allows me 2 blog... leavin 4 bki at 9pm 2molo.. hope everyting turns well... bon voyage 4 me!! ahaks.... guess i will have to be steadfast in my studies.... so most probably i will be bringin some ***** back 2 *****... ai.. is this a holiday?? or just another word for study leave?? i duno...

might be goin off 2 get some cas hours wit blub in papar.. hope everything can goes well.. at least 20 hrs pls... haha... izzit that easy?? anyhow... no harm having a hope...

went to church on tuesday... feast of assumption. was suppposed 2 go for toastmaster but i just can't fork out enough dough 2 pay 4 d bills... guess i have been spending quite a lot these day.. got 2 save lar..

hm.. longing 2 go bck lar..... less than 24 hrs.....

orang asli

here r some of d things we did in org asli skull....

hm... goin 2 church 2molo... will things turn out well 4 me d following week?? hope so la... might be goin 2 tesco oso... hm... tesco really reminds me of servay... makes me miss sabah so much. the seafoodssss, big prawns, big fish!!! yum yum.... yes!!! 2 more weeks 2 go and i will step into the land below the wind again!!! i m longing 4 tat day.

went to watch "wangi jadi saksi" at DBP. first time watching a play. interesting. It retold Hang tuah's story from a woman's point of view. Something new for me. Well at least that 35 bucks did worth while.

Akisah bermulanya....

Dibintangi oleh

So kecian la tis woman....

new language

whew... finally i had time to serve the blog... serve??? really?? hm.. guess so... life's great so far... subjects are challenging. imagine i had to take sastera!!! an!! tat's d last subject i would ever choose( if i was given a choice). Even now i have to take economics. Somehow, it's new to me but surely, i can try!!! TRY!!! but it's one of the flying condition!... sort of like it but it really blow my head off when it comes 2 question... arg...... I WANT MY LAPTOP!!!! i wonder if stew is having a hard time in kedah??...wakakakkaka...... hm....these days i m starting to get used to euphamism(forgot how 2 spell)eg: elite specialized center for emotionaly and behavorialy challenged persons...a.k.a. mental hospital la! haha, sis, soon i m gonna speak a "foreign" languagge that u will NEVER understand! ahaks.... neways... guess that's all 4 now... in d library wat!!! sure can't stay long la...

life here's Great but STUFFY!

hm... at last!! i have got time 2 blog... or should i say, i managed 2 help others 2 use their laptop 2 blog?? Wut m i talking about? nvm...skull lifE? ok ok la... back 2 those life in mrsm.... but here, d non muslims of course is much lesser than those days.. most of the nons r chinese... damm smart... guess i should put in xtra effort 2 et tat 45 points... class mate r sort of like wonderfull.. hm guess wut? i oso got a 15As kid in my class... damm smart!!! wonder wut he ate. Did he boiled the book 4 soup? or did he had xtra side dishes in d form of alphabets?..i wonder....

hm... at times, i really wonder, how should i go on with another 2 yrs here... anyhw, its a challenge 4 me... at least, i go 2 church more often here... hm... obligation or wuT? mayb its instinct i guess... Suprised here too, i found english a hard subject here... lots of sarcastic words... hm.. still, got to manage it well... with addition of Tok wouldn't be anyting nicer... more jobs, more tasks...everyday nothin more than presentations...

hm... now no more credit hours, but there comes cas hours...can i make it? guess so.,.. oh ya, i m goin 2 an orang asli skull 4 community service in a month or so... guess it would be a good xperience 4 me... hm... hope so.,.. but d seniors words did not show anything nice... hm...

IT/Biz/econs? well, too late 2 say but i took up econs... sumthin new 4 me... much 2 learn... hope i can make it... tats all... take a walk in2 MARA COLLEGE BANTING...


Welcome 2 MARA College Banting...


taking IB under IBO (2yrs Diploma)


classrooms...wireless available here...


bird eye view. Not really? Look, I can't fly ok?


Sports? anyting here....

well, guess tats all 4 tis tym....

Bye bye matric, Welcome MARA

finally!!! i hav got d scholarship by mara! yeah!!! now, i can take a break in KMPp.... its so fun while watchin others strive!! haha.... going down to KM banting soon... not so sure where i'll head next after d 2 yrs in banting (mosty probably western countries), but juz let tym decide...hm... days hav been quite fun recently.. went to class as usual but do not need to strive to hard yet...Now tat i get d scholarship, i shall be a PURE chinese, not bumiputrea liao...ahaks!!!
hm... when shall i get my RM1k??? i m longing 4 tat....this government is always like tat, collect money fast, giv money slow...ai...... wait till i get it, then i will say bye bye to matric... hah... tis is d 8th skull tat i hav eva been 2 in my life... and comin up 2 9th soon.. haha.... hopefully, i can stay till d 10th!

sis's bday: happy bday dude! ya i m serious! u r hair relly looks WEIRD!!!! r u sort of like africens or wut?? :-P heh...jk only....

btw, i caught tis ineresting:

Current Life

entered KMPP- kolej matrikulasi pulau pinang. sum call it kolej matric paling popular @ pilihan pertama... qorientation week juz passed...managed 2 change my course frm physical 2 bio.. thank god...quite a lot of chinese here... not bad.. room is quite big... but d fan is damm slow...so damm hot at nite.. facilities are at excellent grade... well, now i wouldn't have any excuse to break the rule coz we can go out evry week... but where can i go? haha...wats more, not much restriction were made on clothes. class starts frm 8 and ends 4... whew... thank god d tym is not tat pack... but xam is juz around d corner... everyting is at fast pace....
heard rumours that i obtain the mara ting... izzit true? i hope so...tats my greatest dream! hope i can cabut wit tat rm1k la....haha...
neways, cant blog much tis days coz i hardly hav tym....

Interesting Names

woke up quite early 2day... gone throgh some studies on maths and chemistry... Well, actually ther's nothin much 4 me 2 write but my hands just drew me to the comp...what to do?? another boring day... well, got sum prob here... will i be able to handle wel with my new surroundings in PMC l8er? all all them r speaking melayu utara.. gosh! got to start speaking another language again....hm... read the news juz now...only now i know Uitm also stands 4 uni ini tolong/tempat melayu....ahaks! so tat means MRSM goes for maktab ramai student melayu? true?? haha... in west malaysia, definate! here? not that bad la... but still, almost all bumiputra..

Wait, thinkin back, i might have another option besides PMC... will i get the UM PASUM? erm... if i do, then i do not need to face with those penguins again... theni will be base in kl... anyway, 11th May will tell... meanwhile, i could just wait...

bon voyage...

12pm to 4pm marked a long hot day today... hm... tried to post in d mornin but all of sudden the comp went blackout... much regreted of not havin a backup aps...
hm... had dinner with tai chong they all yesterday.. well, kk is nothin much to them considering their advance city in hk... hm... previously, the shao er that they brought all d way frm hk was damm nice! yum yum... reminds me of those days when i last visited hk... as for d dinner, it DID suprise them! the awesome dish that local restaurant offer to them indeed impressed them despite hk is actually a heaven of foods. at the same time, learned a new type of dish, not to cook but to order. ginger crab! its nice! sis, u can try. its sumthin like jiang chong yi pien but in tis case, its crab. whew, these hk ppl indeed r creative!






hm.. thinkin back tai chong is the same generation as me. Gosh! he's like 40 yrs old older than me! hm... considering he's havin "tai" also in his name...

well, today will be the last day we r seeing them...after suffering for more than 3 hrs in home made sauna, we were finally off to town as dad came back... met them(tai chong) at the hotel just before they left for dinner with other relatives. supposed tomorrow they will leave on early flight.Bon voyage! at times, i m starting to realised that our family is so big! haha...

will be off to penang soon. hm.. will matric be a promising terminal? or just another hard-to-adapt platform? i il c...

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Tommorrow marked one of my last visits to mrsm. Will I ever step in there again? Or would the school just fades away gradually from my memories? Only time can tell. Well, finally. after almost 4 months parting with my old friends, i m going to meet them again tommorrow! hm... Zamrudianz r d bez! Miz u guys a lot! I look foward for tommorrow!~

praying...

WORRY AND STRESS SAGA... that would be the pefect phrase to describe my sort of like stirred up feelings. Self conflicts, internal stress, and the list goes. Will I Ever be granted the scholarship?? Who knows? Still, I will have to enter matrix. Damm! two years in prison actually summoned me to another year of it! just like life sentence!!! hm... Days had been quite well, except that worry part. Still, I have to go on living

Made a call to my teacher just now. She told me only 1000 out of 3000 will be accepted. That's a big ratio! Sick! Will i ever get it? ai.....

Meanwhile, I could just pray.....

Interview's over

got one of my wish fullfill liao... thanx dad 4 phone... i am gratefull for that!
Was happy to be called for the interview and here's how it goes...
1. The interview was damm shocking.
2. Arrived the MARA building at 9.
3. Made a call to my schoolmates (those being called)
4. Suprised they r still lingering in town (their interview's at 10)
5. Checked d name list
6. Damm!! I am d second one!!!
7. Went in 4 interview
8. Some idiot doubt my bumiship n ask me 2 describe myself in kadazan!!!
9. Thank God my debate skills helped me
10. Finally, everything is over. Everything seemed quite all rite
11. pray....

"""""finally! It's ovr!!!!'......

p/s: sis, tke note, tat mara woman told me i m the third and last generation that can be classified s bumi.. If i happened to marry a non-bumi, my next generation can't xpect scholarships frm MARA... coz s wut they say,


utk saudara mara...
true? ahakzz...

mistake on my wish

made a mistake on my WANTED hp.... its not N6101 but Sony Ericsson z520i..... not much difference on d price.... close to RM100 gap... will i eva get it? hope so ! neways... its very lest chance that i will get it...
actually, what i wanted more is d MARA scholarship!!!

hoping, craving, raving.... :(

Notes for The Day

whew... another day had passed... stew is coming back 2nite.. wats next? big feast? i dont think so... guess my thoughts r runnin wild, much wilder than d horses of Steppe... Not sure y i kept on saying d wrong words at d wrong tym... hm... could have done things much better, but y i just cant do it? is it bcoz of my moodless feelings? or hell out tired? what am i tired of actually?

hm... got some in4 bout d HGP... guess ost docs know what is it... n now only i kew that it was completed a long time ago... 13 Arpil 2003! dammm! when i ask my teacher he said it was not! wonder how outdate r we...
nExt, found out that H5N1 is no easy shit... it has a lot of types... whew.. learn quite some stuffs..


A new tech for the day
As for my interest, checked out Intel Pentium D... d latest... not bad, offering double thread proccesser... what am i talking about anyway? hm... not quite sure...

n i m damm bored!!!

Matrix or IB?

woke up quite eatly... manage 2 actually...
another day had passed... the coming admission of university is juz around the corner. Could i make it? bet it's a hard task for me. Despite my results which fullfill the minimum requirements, that does not even secure me anything. Tonnes of students out there are making their way, pushing and rushing wherever they can to enter medicine. Why is this field so attractive anyway? Hm... Even I can't answer that. only time will decide. Prayers play its part, results prove itself. Anyhow, there's simply no reason for me to stop praying. Hoping one day i can enter IB.

Matrix might just be might next stop. Whether for the next two months or the coming year ahead, i can't actually give the answer. Time and again, people would ask me where would i head next? Well, the least i can tell is just matrix in Penang.

hm... what shall I do for the next few days? arggggg..... feels so bored at home......

Sign of relief or Green eye?

FINALLY!!!

phew..... should i say i m sorrow or happy? my results? does it shows a sign of relief or just another green eye at those who excel more? i bet mit's more toward the eye part. another few days had passed since i went back to school. Had some ideas of where am i heading. anyhow, all these can only be determined by time... could i be just another kid to admit matrix? lets hope it wo't last long... or i m gonna be imprison! and i mean it 2 yrs of IMPRISON!!!!

dyas passed well... wondering where to get my extra vitamin M? frm PSD? or maybe Daddy? :P Should i care less or morE? More i guess....

SPM again!

4K of students scored straight As, 900+ A1s!

tats how d tabloid reads... really? erm.. by my calculations, if there is 4K of students scored straight As, devided by thirteen states, means Sabah would have at least 300+ students who obtain such exemprary results!!! really? n my school is d top school of Sabah!! So, i wonder can i be one of them?? nothing else but pray! pray! n pray!!!

is it possible for me to attempt such oustanding record again?? i wonder.... could i perform AGAIN? after my achievements in pmr.... only time can decide. phew. a few more days will decide the rest of my future path. m i suitable to enter medical field? or something else? whats more, that can even decide my moods for the rest of the days... I wonder could i get things over?

hm... gov school students r havin their holidays! thank god they r not there!!!i mean when we take our results.... or there will be much "care to insult" ideas rushing in...

wats next? pray la!!! hoping 4 d bez!