The post-exam syndrome

Exams ended two days ago. It was shitty. I am just hoping that I would pass. I refuse to sacrifice my summer to come back just for the resit, and most of all, I pledge not to study during summer!!! And of what I thought to be a relaxing and interesting weekend turned out otherwise. TIRED and MUNDANE!

Tired:

Packing. Got most of the things sorted out by this morning. Thank God my housemate has a car, or I'll have to work my biceps for those boxes all the way to Victoria. Well, good news is, I moved all my stuff to the new place at this point except clothes and kitchen ware (in which will no longer be a pain in the ass cause I have minimal clothes and utensils =).

The white walls now reminds me of moments during 9 months ago, when I first step in WC. The empty four walls.

And I have got my new house keys in hand already! That means I can slowly move my clothes and go in and out in these few days. Well, I probably would need only another trip or so to get things done.



Mundane:

Serious, I woke up, I look the mess in my room (before this morning), it really burns my spirit for the day. Knowing that I have lots to pack, I just couldn't bother to commence all of them but to bury myself into Need For Speed Underground. Exam's ended, it seemed that I no longer have any aim in life (at least for now). Slept at 5 woke at 1. Am I adapting to the +8.00 time zone already? I wonder.

Home sick! YES!!! After 9 months, I felt the pain. I was just wondering where all these begins, it just came... Perhaps the fact that more friends leaving each day precipitate the situation. Sigh... And as I watch "Addicted to Love", I really hope I get the chance to sniff the hometown air now, much contrast to what I hoped about 9 months ago when I was craving and cursing that I was the last to fly off.

The good bits did not fail to tag along despite all my "renderings". My housemate cooked for me!!! The day before she rush off to London and off she go departing back home in matter of days! Oh how I envy her! I was totally flattered when she knock on my door and said today's menu is nga bou gai fan, tom yam and omelet. Oh how sweet~ Thanks mate!!!! hahaha...

Will be travelling in a few days time. But seriously, I don't quite feel the excitement at this point. Not at all, I just thought of going back, ASAP. Let's just hope all these will change. And not to forget, crossing my fingers tightly for the upcoming results - HBoM and SYS 1A.

missing you precipitate the predispositions. Oh, how I wish to see you now! No, I did not give up on you...

moving on...

So it's game over. I shall start a new life from now on, I will be happy not thinking about the past, the moments we had. Yes, move on.

I will...

I will listen to it, over and over again, just so that I can be sick of it, and forget you, once and for all... Will I?