Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Thinking Simple?

Think Simple! That's easy! How far can I justify the truth behind this statement? Or should I say that it's merely a simple principle that certain successful people live with? Well, now that I finally found out that it implies on me, I have no intention to deny it anymore. true enough. At times, a simple question in the exam can actually send me thinking critically. Is it because I was trained to think that way? Or is it just my failure to recognize the aims of question? I wouldn't deny the reason that I am here. and i am pretty sure my reason could be quite embarrassing and different from other peers. Somehow, being trapped in this kinda situation, the only way to get through it is strive, to go for the best in everything. Seeing my seniors' achievements can send me passing out if I am not strong enough. the last time a achieve such glory was years ago, which I can't even state you the exact date! Dad and mom had did their part as parents, brought me to this platform. Now it's probably up to me 100%. to decide and work on my path. Having Him with me in my life indeed enlightened me. It's a sense of belive that draws me closer to Him. Though I am not baptized, I am still proud to be one of his disciples. Anyhow, religion is up to ones' selection. We take what we believe. But why are there humans who doubt and critisise others? we live in a multi-racial country. Mutual respect is essential to keep us together. Why do we doubt each other's believes? Afterall, it's not like we are stepping on each other's head though I can't deny that at certain degree, there will be superior since we are living in an Islamic country-not to specify religion but to mean there's a majority existence. Why can't we just let it be? You pray your way and let me do what I like? Thinking in a simple way, inter-religion war is sure to start. Luckily we don't. I was standing near a holy place of a religion which I don't follow a few days ago. Suprisingly, the speaker was critisising my religion, doubting the holy gospel. My first instinct which arise from my simple way of thinking will reach to a conclusion that's what their religion teaches. It's not that i am taking sides. But i was wondering how much that guy (which i rethink of not to generalize) understand my religion? and worst, you are talking publicly with the speaker which can reach miles away. He's just quoting individual phrases from bible and not looking it as a whole. Well of course in that way, you sure must have misunderstood some part of it! Luckily my gray matters were fast enough to generate enough impulse to send me into critical thinking. Simple thinking? I would use this word on the guy then. Guess he's not using all his five senses to decide. If this goes on, do we have mutual respect? mutual rights? are we still multi-racial country? I can give you a reservation on that. It's a sensitive issue to discuss but if this goes on, we as minority is just living in pain! then what's the meaning of life then?!

Is believe trust? or is it just perception? Justify on that. I bet no perfect answers can be given out on that. After all, words are just our claim. on How we judge it, it's up to us. And my point here is that believes varies across religion. Can't we just live on with our believes as long as we do not go against the law? after all, Malaysia has the law which allows us to choose. But does the law actually being practice in our daily lives? Again, reservation! Well, I know He's there to guide me and enlighten me always. I believe and I trust His preaching, despite so many unreliable weak points that others can point out. True enough, cause now i finally found a new page of story in my life. A story which is yet for me to retell to my future generation. and I am happy with it! Having that someone to walk in my life makes me feel better. I wouldn't know how long it last but i hope it does. I am starting to think of baptism now. With Him around, I now can talk to Him whenever I am sad, or I am down, or share my joy when i am indulging! Jo, u really turned a new page in my life. You're right! KMB is not merely cell after all, there are wonderful people inside. Silver lining exist all the time, so think on the bright side! life's rollercoaster then. There are ups and downs. C'est la vie!

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Monday, November 27, 2006

God's power

seeing is believing... for evry mount that exist, theres always something higher, chinese proverb. I wouldn't deny the true facts underneath these sayings. in fact, its so real that it eventually turns into a lesson, a lesson that changed my life. This could be my 10th terminal. One step back, i was wondering whether this is a bright approach, or merely a mundane platform? A journey to my dreams? or a sense of obligation? To compete is healthy. But izzit true to say to excel is to strive? if its yes, does it mean to strive is to excel? apparently, luck matters. still everything is in God's hand. Every step i take, every particles i breath. Undenyable, He has miraculous power, the power to guide and to help. Since the beginning of time, humans doubt Him. but should I? or should I just belive wut i accept? I am moving ahead to another stop. a stop which mark an end to my 1st sem. There, I would face one of my greatest challenge in life, to get the booking for "the aviary (by patrick)", the flight that will give hope and take me towards my destination. Chem's on early next month. Will I passed through it? Have I done my best in studies? thats the question that i will think about for quite some time... God's everywhere, regardless a the most critical moments, or when we were so indulge that we forgotten Him. the church struck my mind. It took me back to my wish and aims for entering here. Though exam's approaching, it was not too late yet. Praise the Lord! KMB is not a pure prison. there's always a shinning star which i failed to find, which i never bother to find. thanx to jo for the message. u truely woke me up from my dilema. Its not serious but it does make an effect. Malay is a crtitical problem. Stll with God's guidance, I believe i can make it. I believe...