Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Dream vs Reality

Assignments piled up as each chaotic day passes by. Holiday drew its pace closer, but can never defeat the lightning speed of examinations and date lines. The desire to reach the next terminal arises, catalyzed by the upcoming graduation of the older ones. The journey to complete whatever pause that yet to be put in "the memoirs" remained long. Seemed reaching infinity, but not impossible. Fly high! But how high can dreams fly could never be used to explain the reality limits in life. Optimistic could be just another aiding word to venture into success. Pessimistic remained as strong defending wall. There's simply no second route to turn things faster this time. Feelings and pressure appeared as two layer which never blend, but giving strong stench instead.

One week holiday was just a paused of the extra hectic life in academy. Home assignment maintained the undesired studies at critical level. The determination was just not strong enough. time flies. They say it's never too late to turn back. Now I doubt it. There's no way for me to turn back, I can only speed up. How fast? It's all in God's hands. Hopefully, silver lining appear again. The dream to step into the heaven land was not too far fetch, yet not within stone throw. All I could recall for now are the sweet times we had during that week. Special! Rare! Priceless! The time invested was worth it, I know. It drew us closer. The trips were new pages in my life, the room witness new chapter for us too. I just hope the story never end, always ready to be retold. The sudden announcement shocked me. To unlock the secret favor me though it was agreed partly. I pray for success...

Loads of task always cut the queue of beautiful dreams. The desire to move on will always be interfered by the consequences of time management failure. Still, life goes on, adding in rich and better or perhaps more love as each second creeps by...

p/s: sorry Nad, I do not have any video. Only a few blur images that my friend managed to capture. Anyhow, I will still give it to you if you favor it. A million thanx for your warm hospitality on last Sunday. Without you, I could have stranded in Pudu, opening my mouth wide upwards. So sorry to bother you as early as that. I pray for your success in IB. If you ever step into Sabah, do feel free to ring me up!

1 comment:

DilaDora said...

hi... hey no problem. it was fun having u n Missa around on Sunday. Wah, you changed ur blog layout! Must have been quite a while ago. Shows how i have not been on the internet aka the world outside of KMB lately. hahaha!