Jason, Nad, Should i be happy or sad?

Two wonderful senior that i had throughout my two semester here in this world of its own-kmb. Knowing both of them is a great pleasure for me. Jason brought me closer to God, Nad revealed to me the ability and strength of one's own opinion. Seeing them journey through the departure gate hurts. Thinking back, time really flies. A year ago, i was still will at full enthusiasm to know what IB is all about. Jason, with his handsome yet friendly smile welcome each and everyone of us. he talked to out parents, convinced us, and assured us that kmb is not a jail afterall. He was the link between us and the admin. He is the bridge that brought us across the deep river of faith... Father Michael will ask of him, the GFK choir will sing of his memory... Nad, the one I passed through frequently with a sweet smile. The first time i talked to her is in library, wher i first know her name. And she was the one that lend a hand to me when i arrived 7 am in KL... I am so thankful to her...Her absence in skull is such a great thud to me...Again, EMPTINESS!!!Now, knowing that i am half way through my destination, the minutes as i walked through the memory lanes, i can vividly recall their laughters and voices. The mundane faces that i hav seen and considered seemed to be more important than ever. They have patched my heart walls. Now that their leaving, the hole enlarge and we got further away from each other.

A "goodbye" and "all the best" is all. Handshakes and hug add-on. It's not sufficient at all! My eyes is sure to flood from time to time. Their caption adore my wallpaper. Each time I log on, I see them... Not physically but the emptiness is there... They crossed my heart. It may not be deep but it's a once in a life time experience. They walked with me, one way or another, how could I accept it?

When will we meet again? December? Isn't it a little bit too late for us? We would be at our respective destination by that time.. Anyway, i do hope one of them would be here during their uni talk in kmb. They are leaving, when will the 10 months end?

Nad and Jason, i pray that u both will have a good life there... All the best. Have a blessed life there! Really miss u 2...

Aging?

Does age matter?
Does it determine our circle of friends?
Or is it mere measurement of the word 'old'?
Brothers or sisters?
Does age realy decide what you are being addressed?
Age gain respect?
Out there,who is older than who?
Who realy cares?

Juniors!!!!

Just threw myself out of today's CF session... A break for me... Juniors came in, new faces, new experience. I wouldn't really comment on them for the sake that they are actually my age. At the very least my peers finally EXIST in this palm oil estate. Pretty faces? You judge it in the next few pictures. Handsome ones? Not in the right shoes to judge. The juniors were kind of lucky I would say. They got their 1st nons party on their second week here. Thanx to Aaron and the gang... had a good time. One thing I just can't understand why are they so enthusiastic in taking pictures..hm...



They say we are weirdos(the seniors) Now, we say the juniors are total weirdos too... not to say nerds but they are extremely hardworking. 1st day of school sees them filling up each and every seat in the library and emptying the racks. Cool... during my days, I hadn't even borrowed one... Well, in fact I did, but JUST Raymond Chang. Am I too lazy?



My EE just got rejected. What's worst, my second Econs IA had the same fate. Guess I'ill be extremely busy this weekend. I have een trying to finish up the IA for the past two weekend but I never got the initiative to start... pray for the best



These days, I have been ordering ood from the Pak Cik Guard. He's not the cook of course! He's just the one doing the delivery service. Had puyuh yesterday! hm.. not as nice as I expect but what can I say?



Church visits as usual. Well, this time we got our transport right at out doorstep. Well, not literally, but at the very least, we don't need to walk the long way through the palm oil trees. Went to Cresk's church last week. Was supried Cresk's name still being mentioned. He's the legacy there. I can still vividly remeber what pastor said, "People like Creski and Malcom are..." Creski and malcom? He must have forgot that this two are actually one! Family day at Morib beach this weekend. Should I go? Tim's coming over. Kinda confused now.. Tim or church?hm....


The smiles...
The new faces...
The Petronas Twin towers. New KMB record... Navin and Suresh
Pretty?
Ha... their first party....