mistake on my wish

made a mistake on my WANTED hp.... its not N6101 but Sony Ericsson z520i..... not much difference on d price.... close to RM100 gap... will i eva get it? hope so ! neways... its very lest chance that i will get it...
actually, what i wanted more is d MARA scholarship!!!

hoping, craving, raving.... :(

Notes for The Day

whew... another day had passed... stew is coming back 2nite.. wats next? big feast? i dont think so... guess my thoughts r runnin wild, much wilder than d horses of Steppe... Not sure y i kept on saying d wrong words at d wrong tym... hm... could have done things much better, but y i just cant do it? is it bcoz of my moodless feelings? or hell out tired? what am i tired of actually?

hm... got some in4 bout d HGP... guess ost docs know what is it... n now only i kew that it was completed a long time ago... 13 Arpil 2003! dammm! when i ask my teacher he said it was not! wonder how outdate r we...
nExt, found out that H5N1 is no easy shit... it has a lot of types... whew.. learn quite some stuffs..


A new tech for the day
As for my interest, checked out Intel Pentium D... d latest... not bad, offering double thread proccesser... what am i talking about anyway? hm... not quite sure...

n i m damm bored!!!

Matrix or IB?

woke up quite eatly... manage 2 actually...
another day had passed... the coming admission of university is juz around the corner. Could i make it? bet it's a hard task for me. Despite my results which fullfill the minimum requirements, that does not even secure me anything. Tonnes of students out there are making their way, pushing and rushing wherever they can to enter medicine. Why is this field so attractive anyway? Hm... Even I can't answer that. only time will decide. Prayers play its part, results prove itself. Anyhow, there's simply no reason for me to stop praying. Hoping one day i can enter IB.

Matrix might just be might next stop. Whether for the next two months or the coming year ahead, i can't actually give the answer. Time and again, people would ask me where would i head next? Well, the least i can tell is just matrix in Penang.

hm... what shall I do for the next few days? arggggg..... feels so bored at home......

Sign of relief or Green eye?

FINALLY!!!

phew..... should i say i m sorrow or happy? my results? does it shows a sign of relief or just another green eye at those who excel more? i bet mit's more toward the eye part. another few days had passed since i went back to school. Had some ideas of where am i heading. anyhow, all these can only be determined by time... could i be just another kid to admit matrix? lets hope it wo't last long... or i m gonna be imprison! and i mean it 2 yrs of IMPRISON!!!!

dyas passed well... wondering where to get my extra vitamin M? frm PSD? or maybe Daddy? :P Should i care less or morE? More i guess....

SPM again!

4K of students scored straight As, 900+ A1s!

tats how d tabloid reads... really? erm.. by my calculations, if there is 4K of students scored straight As, devided by thirteen states, means Sabah would have at least 300+ students who obtain such exemprary results!!! really? n my school is d top school of Sabah!! So, i wonder can i be one of them?? nothing else but pray! pray! n pray!!!

is it possible for me to attempt such oustanding record again?? i wonder.... could i perform AGAIN? after my achievements in pmr.... only time can decide. phew. a few more days will decide the rest of my future path. m i suitable to enter medical field? or something else? whats more, that can even decide my moods for the rest of the days... I wonder could i get things over?

hm... gov school students r havin their holidays! thank god they r not there!!!i mean when we take our results.... or there will be much "care to insult" ideas rushing in...

wats next? pray la!!! hoping 4 d bez!

Scared...

I bet SPM is much scarier than this!

hate to make d contdwn 4 SPM... coz its so damm near!!! damm scared..... oi, sum1... pls help me!!!!...hm... had a fine day 2day.... sum1 came... to buy d hse...haf mil!!! whos gonna buy wit dat price?? i duno.

a few more days, hoping to meet eugene n kevin... wondering how would eugene look like after coming out frm PLKN... read d news bout a man who entered PLKN twice... nothin to do i guesss.... boasting tat inside is gud. He wnted more!! tats y he entered twice!! a bit wu liao.

hoping 4 d bez...

Musri's whereabouts

phew... another few days had passed.... I stopped working, since March... So pls stop asking me hows ckg musri n nthe..... coz i DUNNO!!!!! SPM is gettin near..so damm scared!!!

had a clash...

hai... wat shall i say?? honestly these days, i seemed very much moodeless.... a few pages of knowledge can send me to my dreamland almost instantly.... much more efective than sleeping pills... i will not question how many of them, coz its juz too strong!had a clash a while ago... no practical valentine clash but "clash" within my brain... it seemed that my gray and white matter can't work together. I can't make choices.... well not as serious as what is potrayed in the "shopaholic" series. so far, i still know what shirt to wear. buT IT JUZ TAKES TIME!!!

Why is this actually happening to me?? YYY??? i duno la... ai... maybe its due to the upcoming SPM results.... whew... should i sigh? i duno.. what is done means done... there's no turning back.... all i can do now is jus pray,pray and PRAY... wishing for a silver linning.. they say it's not immposible, well i agree... still. can i achieved it? hopefully.

Am i confident of my results? erm... no!!! who can?? even d top scorer can't confidently judge his or her results.... maybe u can expect but there is no way u can make sure. That's facts! so, pls stop telling me to be confident!

Where's my future path? medicine? hope so.... y i kept on having heads to choose other feild? well, this is what i mean by "clash"!! erm, wats d name of d disease where u can' make choises?? sis, can u tell me?? hah... now that reminds me of tat gr8 movie....SHOPAHOLIC!


WILL I WORK USING THIS?


OR MAYBE THIS?

whew.... i dun wanna blog more for this time or d clash might just turn into a tragic accident!!! haha.... till then......praying..